Idiot Happiness Spiral (unsobriety arc)
@prettygood@socially.drinkingatmy.computer
I need a new fucking job because I'm so tired of being miserable.
August 22, 2025 at 4:26:27 AM
@prettygood hahahaha imagine being employed
fr though take a break and go do something that isn't computers
fr though take a break and go do something that isn't computers
@pwm therein lies the problem. I'm in the "waste management consultant" group at this point.
You know me well enough that you'll understand this. My real addiction is to the good life. Quiet times alone in the dark with as much substances as I can tolerate and everyone that I love well-fed and happy on a soft warm bed is why I do all the intolerable shit I do, and why I put up with all the shit I do.
Every hour of suffering is made worthwhile if it means that my loved ones are living well. I don't do anything for me, fuck me, that guy is an asshole. But the people I love, I'll run myself into the dirt forever, ground down to a nub, if it helps them.
You know me well enough that you'll understand this. My real addiction is to the good life. Quiet times alone in the dark with as much substances as I can tolerate and everyone that I love well-fed and happy on a soft warm bed is why I do all the intolerable shit I do, and why I put up with all the shit I do.
Every hour of suffering is made worthwhile if it means that my loved ones are living well. I don't do anything for me, fuck me, that guy is an asshole. But the people I love, I'll run myself into the dirt forever, ground down to a nub, if it helps them.
@satsuki genius and madness are two sides of the same coin, and brother there's a lot of jingle in my pocket.
